Mother

What's the use of giving birth to me when all you're gonna do is to curse me? Yes there are days when you express your love for me but then they don't feel real. 

You told me that I'm better off dead and that you would really like it if I'm dead. Why did you even yearn for me then.

You cried and prayed for a child and here I am but after 15 years you told me that you do not want me at all. 

Why not just went for an abortion?? You can save money instead of raising me. Why even plan for a baby??

The pain of a child dying inside you is so much more than the pain of not having a baby.

Why do I even call you mother. 

They told me to love my mum but did your mum even loved you?

Is it just because of my poor grades that made you want me to die. Or is it something else. 

I really want you to feel guilty for telling me that. If death faces me, I'm just going to write my last letter to everybody, stating that you are the one who said you wouldn't care and that I'm better off dead.