What End?

I don't really like to remember stuffs but this is an exception and I'm going to dedicate this post to 2J'12.

I remember stepping into 1J at 2/3rd January 2013 and the first thought was: No I cannot take this class. So boring.

Well WRONG. I never knew those bunch of people were the most guailan ones in the level.

We were not even bonded but all the class outings, lulu, GL-ing teachers, jokes, annoying people made the class bonded after all. Maybe it was a little too late for 2J to actually bond but those times were sure good.

When I stepped into my Y3 class every morning, I feel different and lifeless until a person from 2J comes in.
I'm just too used to the scene where people would be playing taiti, volleyball, uno or just chionging homework.

Now in 3B, everybody does their homework (no scene of people begging others to let them copy their work) , all minding their own business. So not 2J I swear.

Yea I dislike some people inside but I love 2J as a whole. Arguments and friendships were all formed inside that one class and now we're all separated and it's just so :((

I miss those times when we laughed. I miss those stupid questions. I miss the teachers and I miss my table mates.

It sucks when you realize that no matter where you sit in 3B, it's not the same. Not saying that the people in 3B suck lah, it's just that IT'S NOT THE SAME. (idk how many times I've repeated that)

To sum it all, I miss my year 1 and 2 life, the people inside and all those events which happened. Be it good or bad.

summing this post up cuz I really cannot continue writing this

2013?

Well obviously, don't deny ok. Most of us have this popular mindset but just refuse to admit it. It's called the NEW YEAR NEW ME mindset.

But new year new me, probably ain't gonna work for me.

Why bitch why??

So, I don't really have a plan for 2013, except for wanting better grades. Like seriously, while others are planning for their 2013 resolutions and shit, me and my friends are sitting down chatting on whatsapp, counting down together. Fuck yeah lazy life. While others are watching countdown shows and getting into the mood, I was fiddling with Skype, counting down minutes and seconds with my class on whatsapp. What would you expect when you ask me about my resolutions, bitches.

To be realistic, nothing would change much.

Being single? 98% yes, I would still be single.

Being lazy? Oh duh

Being hardworking? I swear that I would not even try when I feel like trying.

Completing my homework? Well it depends on the mood

Spending time with my family? Hm idk, I really don't know.

Talking about this, I fucking hate it when people ask me things like "what are your resolutions?" "what do you look forward to in 2013?" "is 2013 gonna be better?"

Oh hell no gurl.

I cannot predict the future, I will not know what would happen in 2013 or that is it gonna be better. I don't like planning before hand too. You never know what's gonna happen ok? So what if I plan my resolutions now. Will it work? Is it even realistic in the future? STOP ASKING. I find these questions annoying and stupid. I will find out what I'm gonna do. I will find out what will be better for me. But the thing is, not now.

Hey, it's good to be spontaneous sometimes. 

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If you have your own resolutions and plans for 2013, I wish you all the best to fulfil them. If you don't have any, let's just drink a cup of hot choco with marshmallows and smile at life.