"oh i sware to ya! ai'll bee dare fur ya! thish ish nawt a trive by ai ai ai ai~"
sang my bro in the car which made me and my family lmao. i love you.
When i was in the polyclinic today, i felt weird. whyyy?? i was the only young teen in a sea of old people. like wtf... When i went to get my blood pressure checked, i'm with old people. Lol heart y u lik dis to me.
On the bright side... it's been a long time since i had my blood drawn out properly and i was always scared of needles but today!!!!!11 I stared at the needle poking through my arm and the blood flowing out. cuz honestly, that's not bravery. After what happened to myself, that pain is not even 'pain'. it's more like a 'not pain 的 pain' tadah.
My dad was shocked. Apparently dad, i didn't try to escape like how i used too. LOOK I EVEN STARED AT MESELF BEING POKED OK.
ECG was awkward cuz i need to get semi naked for it. Please let all female doctors do this. Yes. Must.
I was asking her alot of boliao questions until she said 'lie down there ok? :)'
me: fml my ankles my arms my thighs
mum: what's wrong just relax
me: ok
*lies down awkwardly, refuses to let anyone go near my ankles*
mum: oi relax your legs
me: i am!!! -lol refusing to budge from the awkward position~-
mum: -hold my ankles-
me: shit die
mum: .....
[apparently, she didn't ask me anything so i assume she didn't see those lines on my ankles] thank god.
Got a bad bruise from the blood test and the consultant referred me to KK hospital for a heart specialist. L O L LIFE.
-what was in my head when he said 'i'll refer you to Kk. 心脏是有问题.'-
this was what i typed once out of consultation room
omg what?????? i'm gonna die??? hahahahaha i'm gonna skip school. And look KK!!! I'm back yoz. i'm back bitches!! You're gonna see me again! omg i can skip school! yes yes yes... but no i think i'm gonna die. i love you world i hate you world. i'm surrounded with old people. nvm kk is full of kiddos k bye blogger
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^_^ yay. Enough of the clinical shit i'mma move on to my tuition.
HEY THERE CUTE GUY YOU LOOK SO CUTE AND GOOD TODAY AND I'M SITTING BESIDE YOU. YOU LOOOK GOOD IN WHITE AND SCHOOL UNIFORM. I LIKE YOU I THINK. BUT NO MAX TOM NIALL FIRST SORRY. OK MAYBE SIVA TOO. JAY! ERM ZAYN! HAHA OKAY BYE CUTE GUY.
-written by a normal teenager who fangirls alot ok
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got my progress report yesterday, no hell but disappointed with myself. Yes i just did it again ah fuck i relapsed.
Ruth got me hooked onto The Wanted so much. Oh there's a reason why they are called The Wanted. ;))
MY HEART MELTS AT heart vacancy(yes my bby you're still no1 in my playlists) weakness and replace your heart and warzone and chasing the sun and alot more.
okay i'm out bye!
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