secondly

it feels better when you just talk to somebody. so i'm better.

Tuition today was hell i can't concentrate. Was so tired cuz yesterday night, i was spamming dramas. So much i wanna say so badly urgh.
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if you know, when I was 12 i had anorexia and i WAS trying to recover from it until i managed to pull myself out from it last year. ehm... i've gained weight and isn't very happy.
So i went to my relatives' and when they saw me, they went "wow you look -inserts hand sign which indicates that i've gained weight-"
me reaction: .... thanks....??
That sucks, :/
justtt suuucks.

It's not a good feeling. It's like 'wow you managed to get me into shit again' but i don't think i can be angry. (the worst part). She don't know about me so €|€|\*_££.@@:@:@2$-$7;& chiil :)
:/ hm idk what to feel actually.

What's wrong with me today, :/ why so many emoticons.
Aaaaand yesterday was like the best thing ever cuz i managed to go against some temptations AND IT FEEELS SOOO AMMAZZZZIING.

Few days ago
I got an accident with a damn trolly and the protruding metal stick on it scratched me like thrice. on me leg. and the wounds were horrid and Aly thought i did it myself lolol whuuut. I thought so too. They just look so horrid. my mum was worried and bought me to the doc's.

What happened was:
Doctor: anything i can help?
Mum: ya she scratched her leg accidentally, is there any infection?
Doctor: -gave me the what the heck face-
Me: what.
Mum: Yes?
Doctor: No infection.... i guess.
Me: wtf
Mum: You sure?
Doctor: If you're worried i can give you antibiotics.
Me in head: Oh no mummy i hate antibiotics wtf omfg

That's the irrelevant story of irrelevant medicines for small lil wounds. |[- _ -]|

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Where's iris i need her to feel happy for me. Lolol
wtf k till then.