You're a fat ass

you're fat. Your thighs are almost touching already. You have trouble putting on your jeans. What happened to you when you're 12-13?
Stop eating you bitch. It's not helping. People only likes skinny people... You can't control a thing.
Your grades are horrendous, addiction to your iphone is sick. Now.. you can't even control the stuff in life.

What you can control?? The food you eat.

Cut down on carbs.
Eat only during dinner time. Look at those skinny girls complaining that they are not skinny enough?? Look at them as models. Learn from them.

Every size is beautiful is just a joke.
ok you need a super glue for your lips. So you can stop eating

DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL NOW JETLAAAAG

I KEEP THINKING IT'S THURS, SUPPOSE TO BE FRIDAY NOW

chicken not so pox day 3/4

I feel so much better other than the itchy itchy sensation all over my body. Yes, it includes my bum -_-

I miss school. Still another 10 more days to go....

Let me tell you a lil' fail joke of myself.

"My bum was itching so I applied calamine lotion on it. I've forgotten about it

and went to do my homework. About 40 minutes later, I went into the toilet and had

the shock of my life.

S E M E N

I relaxed after 10 seconds. Lol."

I've downloaded tons of photography app in my phone and they rock like stones. Pun, get it? Took alot of photos of myself; ahem pretty and very retarded ones. It just seems like I'm chicken pox-less already lah. 

      ok, lol->

photo marathon

That's one large ass photo.

Why did my mumma gave me charbby cheeks

aaaaand it's delicious. 

No, I'm not the Overly Attached Girlfriend.

I'm the wife.

LOLSIE. 

Inserts very deep quotes....

I'm the girl in your dreams.

So pretty cuz half of my face was eaten by light.

Chicken Pox- Day 1/2

(Yesterday)

I was feeling really tired in school and I noticed some rashes on my neck and arm when I went home. But I was glad that my mum came back and she brought me to the clinic immediately.

I was diagnosed with chicken pox and I got it from my brother wtf. I also complained about my sudden breathlessness and turns out that I have panic attacks cuz i have thyroids.
Damn it, I need to take blood tests after the virus and go to KK for a hert check-up.
I'm too skinny thus I have super low blood pressure which makes me feel faint.

Went home and got two weeks MC.
It sucks, I wanna scratch them so badly......

(Today)

Ok I wanna go back to school. Thanks to all my friends who wished me to recover soon and those who offered to help me with my homework ^_^

Iris said that the whole class knew I haz chicken pox wtf. She heard Benson said
"Huh? two weeks sia... like that also can"
Lol bitch, for your information, I didn't invite the virus with open arms, ok? Keep your mouth shut if you don't know anything.

I bet A will be talking shit behind my back. I bet Y will also talk shit. I have so few friends. Not surprised if people don't give a fuck when I come back hah.
Mdm Roz is really cute though. Haha

Oh more blisters/red spots are forming. One is under my eyelid and it hurts like a bitch. So worried about how Joelle is gonna pass me the hamsters anyway. Meh, calamine lotion, here I come.

It's like today I have no friends at all so I'm blogging here with my iPhone in class. I feel suckish that I think people around me are talking bad about me. There's so much comfort typing out all these feelings here than in real life.
It's one of the days when I feel that nobody will care about me at all. Can I recover from cyclo??

today

they quarreled about divorce and money. how sweet.
I love both parents but if I were to choose one, I'll chooose my grandparents so that I'll not be sad.

have you ever been so depressed that you're not even motivated to do a single shit in life? you just thought of making the 'pain' go away but school is like shit to you already.