9:48am
I don't know what to do now but I just woke up with an awfully hungry stomach. My bro is watching the TV with full blast volume and I'm continuously refreshing my Twitter. lol Honestly, I think that BFCBKJM is so much better than Unknowns. Whatever you bunch of dead people who can't talk.
Yesterday, MY chatted with me and I had a different feeling this time round. Wtf I used to anticipate so much when we chat but now it's just like "can we stop talking". Don't know but I feel sad and bad talking to him.
Also, about N, I think I've no feelings for him already. Deleted all of our convo and his photos. I think it's so much better not liking anybody.....or just fantasize about Baron Chen :D
Fuck this shit I shall eat now. Updating later again wheee

12:59pm
Damn it just had 'lunch' and idk what's wrong with me! I always eat a while bowl of meggie but today I can only manage 1/8 of it and drank all the soup only. I'm so fungry lah but just can't eat. fffu

5:30pm
lol i decided to get over him already. Damn sian if a person only dare to text you and treat you like some invisible woman in school right? Anna said it gets to no where, so true. I think it's stupid. Our relationship gets to no where at all, so boring. What's the use!
Can't you just fucking talk or something?!
On my birthday last year, at least MY did something sweet but you did nothing at all, jerk.
He sent a birthday text at 12am sharp last year and you sent a birthday text at around 6pm this year. Wah.
You still got the cheek to tell me "Eh your birthday ah, I not doing anything at all hor" I said ok cuz I don't want any awkwardness but LOL wtf. You really did NOTHING at all.
Lol fuck you. I feel sorry for you. Why? Cuz you don't have any courage at all and your love life is gonna suck soo much.

9:58pm
Just went back from CCHMS after spying on my sis lol wtf. My dinner is only a half bowl of rice and soup, so not hungry. What's wrong with me, I guess I would be fungry at midnight again. As usual lol.